I’ve slipped backwards in my weekly summaries on http://younghands.club. I’ve actually been apprehensive about looking at v.py, and that it is beyond my capability. I wanted to finish the work and then speak up on ossasepia, and do realise that it is better to communicate, Diana has advised earlier.. perhaps more than once. Sometimes, I am just unable to say anything meaningful, or things are in such a state of flux in my head. This review and summary is an attempt to analyse the same.
Though I did revamp my workflow after a discussion with Diana, and that definitely helped me think better – I am still plagued by wanting to do something that could be indirectly related.
I typically take the effort to plan, break down things into tasks and even schedule them. I have all the tools and workflows at my disposal to do these things.
My first step in any project, is usually a project outline and notes, which become tasks as I move along. It seems like I want to rebel against the plan and still succeed. I’m constantly looking for a thrill, and to work with inspiration. Sometimes the inspiration is elsewhere, and on occasion I do not know if it is really inspiration. If not, perhaps it is that I manage time a lot less well than I think I do. To counter that, I can say that I have done more in the last 4 weeks than in a while. It is still important to remind myself that there is plenty of room to improve.
So, I often ‘stumble’ upon an obsessive urge to ‘complete something first’, with the idea that ‘a lot of other processes will be streamlined if I finish this first’. While the ideas are in general worthy and not incorrect or useless – they are usually not ‘easy’ like a quick fix.
In short, these excursions cannot be planned as ‘short distractions’, which I have tried. The chunks of time I put in seem to cover several days. My note taking has been sketchy in some areas. I am yet to complete publishing my brain dump. As I think backwards – I think I have added to these and more – almost every other day. A portion of the notes are on https://shrysr.github.io/docs/.
Beyond these notes are numerous projects which are stored as individual, private git repositories (Bitbucket). Some done almost to the end, and many barely started. Very less original work. For example, tidy Tuesday was one of the challenges I took up, which lasted only a week. I actually have a few more tidy tuesday projects outlined. There is for example,